I have the hardest time beginning something. The commitment that one makes with any sort of task after beginning something requires exertion of energy that I seem to constantly lack. Like making blog posts for example, I guess I overthink things too much or stress over them too much, because every time I start a new blog post I always follow the same irksome pattern of delete and rewrite, delete and rewrite, delete and rewrite. Could it be because I am a secretly type A kind of person with a need of constant perfection that I have yet to fully uncover?
Whatever the case may be, I guess this trait is useful in some ways. It is just as helpful as it is harmful I guess. It makes me rethink my priorities and pushes me to stay fully committed to something once I do take the initiative to complete, like this blog post.